hair

I have hair issues.

I have always had hair issues. I once told a counselor after nearly a year of weekly counseling when she asked if I could change anything in my life what would it be... I said my hair. I'd have straight hair. She couldn't believe it. I could.

I have never had long hair. Never. Not one time in 61 years. And it is curly, very very curly. And baby fine. And, of course dry, (goes with curly). And now it is mostly gray.

I haven't had it cut in a year... until yesterday... when I went in to just have a teeny little trim... and walked out with 6 months of hair gone... and one side is at least an inch and a half shorter than the other. This has happened before.

What to do?

Start over? give up?

help!